Like what Pastor Kong has preached last night.
That God wants me to have a deeper change.
Thus, now He's working deeply on me.
This timing is the molding-of-my-character-time.

For the past few days, i don't know what is wrong.
I just don't feel like contacting anyone.
I just want to let everything go.
Thoughts of not going to church anymore, don't want to see the people in church, etc.
I thought that i was affected by brother.
But no, today i then realised that i wasn't affected by anyone.
It's just myself.

As i begin to think of what i've done last night, flaws begin to show.
This is the major one.
I should learn how to shut up. Talk when necessary.
I don't know why. Always, i'm like this.
Talk and talk and talk only.
Like never talk, i'll lose a piece of myself or even die.
I wonder, if i never talk, what will happen?
It's impossible for me to shut up. HOW.

I believe that i will come back stronger.
I will let God do what He wants to me, letting Him have His way in my life.
But for now, i think i need a break. From everything.
I don't know why, i just got disgusted by the people who are living two lives.
It's so different... In church and outside of church.
That person might be leading a group, or not, but.. It's just human nature.
Huge impact.

During cellgroup yesterday, Minqi preached about joy.
I always got the joy in me.
But from the past few days, it was gone.
She preached that Christians are happy people.
I agree, because i was one of them.
BUT. I thought of it. If Christians are happy people, why are there still some who are emo-ing at one corner, having negative thoughts?
Ain't this too contradicting?

Sigh, i don't know. I don't feel the same anymore.
I really need a break. From the world, friends, everything.
Shut up and let me do the things that i want.

071010

Woots, got back my results. (:
Had a shock, but thank God for my results.
It's through Him that i can get this results.
Really thank God for what He has done in my life.
Wooohoooooo! :DDDDD

051010

Long long longgggggggggggg sister-ship with Winnie C.W.Y.
3 years already. Woots!
Yeah, read your post for me, wahahahah!
I'm so sorry for this super late post okay, heeeeeeeeeeee!



Yeah, remembered those days~
Every weekend will surely go out.
Dunno how we spent our time in the past.
Crazy us, somemore got trained by you to always be-ready-for-camera.
OHMAN!
But thanks to you, because... UNGLAM-ness not that much. WAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Okay, if i were to state everything out, it'll be super duper long. =x

I love you sister! (:

Wooooooooooo!
I'm back after 3 days of working!
F1 race is over. :D
Had fun working there, though i stand there for hours each day.
It is fun there, know new friends. Wooohoooo. (:

Now i wanna go out, oops.
Money money money. D:
Fast fast come innnnn. Heeeeee. (:

Dog dog dog.
I've been treated like a dog. =.-
What the..
The moment you saw us, the first thing you did was hurling vulgarities.
HELLO! Are my friends invisible or something? Can't you see them?
Is like i'm not being respected lah. Wahlao eh.
They're also angry, awesome.
So now what, sorry lor. People's first impression of you is already ruined.
And i don't know why i asked you out in the first place. =.-
Awesome thing you did was, using that freaking file and smack my face when i was talking on the phone. That made it worse.
Am i freaking older or younger than you!?!?
Although i know you're 3 years younger than me.
SO? Big deal is it?
Wahlao eh, my money, fly because of you.
Waste on what, cab fare. When you can take bus.
And what for travel? Because of your friend dares you.
What's wrong with you man?
If your friend doesn't want to go to school. Then what can you do?
The main thing is that he don't have a heart for studies what.
Splash water against his face, then?
He'll wake up ah? Or he'll go school tomorrow?
Wahlao eh, angry angry angry.

Playing MIA, for now. Let me freakingly cool down. Grrrrrr!

♥ you

Like my blog is dead. D:
So i'm back to blog again. :D
Heeeeeeeee. (:
Firstly, happy belated birthday to my beloved mother! (:
Love her lots. :D

Monday and Tuesday are literally the stress upon stress days.
Study like crazy, teach like crazy, memorizing the notes like crazy, etc.
But thank God, all went out well. (:
Faith without work is dead.
Now i'm going to let God do the rest. ;D

Exams are over, holidays have just begun. :DDDD
Awesome, time to enjoy. Weeeeeeeee. (:
Relaxation. :DDDDDD

I'm so excited for Saturday to arrive! (:
Want to see all the members, wahahaha.
Fellowship with them, play games, etc.
Woohoooooo!~

I wanna watch Resident Evil! (:
Think watching it next week with Hoihaan and people. HAHA!
Going to be an awesome time fellowshipping. (:
Zombies zombies and more zombies. LOL!

♥E527, ♥ Winnie, ♥ Anan, ♥ Candyce, ♥ Lynette, ♥ Florence, ♥ Wilson, etc. :D

Yayyyyyyyyyyyy, i've change my picture. HAHAH! :D
Nice nice nice. Woohoooooo!~

Exams are coming. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Lesser than a week. GGGGGGGG. D:
Bev has not started, ohmy ohmy ohmy. DDDDDDDDDDDDD;
Afd, should be okay, i think? ):

Has been teaching Afd to Sarah, Stanley and Justin.
Yay, sense of accomplishment. Wahahahah. ;D
Great to be a teacher, woooo. (:


Love those who love me. :D
WINNIE, ANAN, CANDYCE, LYNETTE, STEPHANIE, MINQI &&& moreeeeeeeeeee. :D