Monday, 22 February 2010

20 February is the third month, since Daddy has left.
Wow, it's like so fast lahs.
Boom! 100 days is over.
I felt that i am a unfilial daughter.
Because i never visit daddy for these three months.
How unfilial i am.
Sigh.

His urn is located somewhere at Chua Chu Kang, but CCK is so big.
How do i know where is it?
Sigh, somehow i miss him.
Always happy go lucky, don't want to think of it.
Putting it behind my mind, but there's still a point of time..
I'll began to sit there or lay there, thinking about it.
Sigh, reality is so cruel.
But it's also good for Daddy luhs, holding on for so long, enduring all those pain, eating so many types of medication, etc.

I'm both happy and sad that he has left.
Happy is because he's free from these pain.
Sad is because afterall, he's still my dad. One of my family, loved ones.
I'm going to remember what he has done for me when he's around, and he's a wonderful dad that i had! (:

Okay, i shall stop already, if not my tap is opening soon. AHHHHH!