OOPS! So long never updateeeeeeeeeeee.
It's deaddddddd. ))))))));
Hahaha.

It's Christmas season! ;D
A season of giving. (;
Phew, really enjoy Christmas man.
Just staying in the House of God.
One word: AWESOME! :D

Beginning to love CHC more and more. WOOHOOO.
Excited for New year, 2011.
Which is like, next Saturday?
A brand new year, with a good start by going to church and have service.
Weeeeeeeeeeee.
2011 is going to be better than this year. Phew.
Started off not really good. But it ended up well.

What an awesome God that i serve. ;DD
Looking back, God really given me the best.
Although there're ups and downs.
But it really strengthens me alot. Willing to lean more towards God.
I really want to love God more, more and more! (:

2011, here i comeeeeeeeee. :DDDD

Today, is my dad's first year death anniversary.
Phew, long one year.
Go through so many ups and downs in this past one year, without the love of the earthly father.
But, it all went well. Because i got the heavenly father with me. :D
Yeah, will recall that 4 days of funeral when i'm really down, miss my father, etc.
I will cry, i even ask God, why He took away my father?
However, i believe all things work out good for those who love Him.
Yes, it work out well for me. Phew. Thank God.
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Sorry daddy, didn't visit you for this one whole year.
Seriously, i dunno where's your tablet is being placed.
If you really want to blame, it's not me, sister and mummy's fault.
You know who to blame, they're the ones who dun allow us to know where you're being placed.
Like that how are we supposed to visit you? SIGH.
I really dislike them, tsk.
Forget it, forgive and forget. Dun think about it is the best. :D
Love you daddyyyyyy. (;

It's always my most cui song. D;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyFxArMeRDI

Service Excellence, you really takes up alot of my time. ):
And now, i dunno how to write my script. SIGHHHHHHHHH!

Phew, one paper down yesterday. Which is Managing People & System.
Last minute study the textbook.
And thank God that it was well. Phew.
More papers are coming up. *scared*
Friday's paper is Intermediate Accounting. Hmmm, should be alright i guess.
I believe that i can do well for this term. :DDDD
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So fast, times fly man.
1 year is coming soon.
I'm going to visit you either on Friday or Saturday.
BUT. I dunno how to go. D:
And it's so deep inside that i'm scared. AHHH!
Think i can't go there alone. ):
Hmmm, will ask one person to accompany me. Weeeeeee. :D

I had an awesome chat with Kenneth.
All thanks to him, i really learn alot. Phew.

Not going to think so much
Just look at our example:
1. God
2. Pastor Kong
3. Pastor Mingjing
4. Our CGL
Safeguard your heart, and out of it springs the issue of life
Dont keep these thoughts in your heart
Sometimes, some things is you decide on your own
When you say you want, God will give you
Ask and it shall be given
When you receive a vision, God will give you provision
When you say you want, God surely will train you to be one
Only those who can look away from my flaws can stand close to me
God have His ways of doing things
He moves when you move
Sometimes, its about humbling ourselves
Action is louder than words and sometimes doing is easier than thinking
And sometimes thinking stressed you up more.

PHEW. These are all Kenneth's advice for me.
Awesome, so glad that i've got such a brother who's there for me. (:
Thanks Kenneth! (;
Your advices are most appreciated! (:

ALSO! Yongzhou! Wrote on my FB wall.

Yong Zhou Nothingisimpossible pastor kong say before You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. "Let the weak say, I am STRONG" (Joel 3:10
And no matter what happen you will not be alone. God is there for you, and he give you a gift, that is a family, your cell group, they is always there for you. in Acts 18:9 ...Now the Lord spoke to paul in the night by a vision, "Do not be afraid, but speak, and do not keep silent;
Act 18:10 "for i am with you, and no one will attack you to hurt you; for i have many people in this city."
God have many people in the city, and the city have a family for you that is your cell group, those leader is always there for u, do not be afraid to tell them just give them a call, speak it out to them, remember that do not keep silent. and if you never say out no one will know how to help you. And do not think that they could not help. cause there is nothing impossible for god. and Pray for peace =) grace i know you can do it! you wont so easy to fall.

WOW, isn't it awesome, haha!
Thanks for encouraging me. (;
Appreciated. ;D

Lastlyyyy, thank GOD! :D

People change so you learn to move on, life goes by so you may learn to appreciate it more, and sometimes bad things happen so that good things may take their place.

True? Not true? Whatever.

Like what Pastor Kong has preached last night.
That God wants me to have a deeper change.
Thus, now He's working deeply on me.
This timing is the molding-of-my-character-time.

For the past few days, i don't know what is wrong.
I just don't feel like contacting anyone.
I just want to let everything go.
Thoughts of not going to church anymore, don't want to see the people in church, etc.
I thought that i was affected by brother.
But no, today i then realised that i wasn't affected by anyone.
It's just myself.

As i begin to think of what i've done last night, flaws begin to show.
This is the major one.
I should learn how to shut up. Talk when necessary.
I don't know why. Always, i'm like this.
Talk and talk and talk only.
Like never talk, i'll lose a piece of myself or even die.
I wonder, if i never talk, what will happen?
It's impossible for me to shut up. HOW.

I believe that i will come back stronger.
I will let God do what He wants to me, letting Him have His way in my life.
But for now, i think i need a break. From everything.
I don't know why, i just got disgusted by the people who are living two lives.
It's so different... In church and outside of church.
That person might be leading a group, or not, but.. It's just human nature.
Huge impact.

During cellgroup yesterday, Minqi preached about joy.
I always got the joy in me.
But from the past few days, it was gone.
She preached that Christians are happy people.
I agree, because i was one of them.
BUT. I thought of it. If Christians are happy people, why are there still some who are emo-ing at one corner, having negative thoughts?
Ain't this too contradicting?

Sigh, i don't know. I don't feel the same anymore.
I really need a break. From the world, friends, everything.
Shut up and let me do the things that i want.

071010

Woots, got back my results. (:
Had a shock, but thank God for my results.
It's through Him that i can get this results.
Really thank God for what He has done in my life.
Wooohoooooo! :DDDDD

051010

Long long longgggggggggggg sister-ship with Winnie C.W.Y.
3 years already. Woots!
Yeah, read your post for me, wahahahah!
I'm so sorry for this super late post okay, heeeeeeeeeeee!



Yeah, remembered those days~
Every weekend will surely go out.
Dunno how we spent our time in the past.
Crazy us, somemore got trained by you to always be-ready-for-camera.
OHMAN!
But thanks to you, because... UNGLAM-ness not that much. WAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Okay, if i were to state everything out, it'll be super duper long. =x

I love you sister! (:

Wooooooooooo!
I'm back after 3 days of working!
F1 race is over. :D
Had fun working there, though i stand there for hours each day.
It is fun there, know new friends. Wooohoooo. (:

Now i wanna go out, oops.
Money money money. D:
Fast fast come innnnn. Heeeeee. (:

Dog dog dog.
I've been treated like a dog. =.-
What the..
The moment you saw us, the first thing you did was hurling vulgarities.
HELLO! Are my friends invisible or something? Can't you see them?
Is like i'm not being respected lah. Wahlao eh.
They're also angry, awesome.
So now what, sorry lor. People's first impression of you is already ruined.
And i don't know why i asked you out in the first place. =.-
Awesome thing you did was, using that freaking file and smack my face when i was talking on the phone. That made it worse.
Am i freaking older or younger than you!?!?
Although i know you're 3 years younger than me.
SO? Big deal is it?
Wahlao eh, my money, fly because of you.
Waste on what, cab fare. When you can take bus.
And what for travel? Because of your friend dares you.
What's wrong with you man?
If your friend doesn't want to go to school. Then what can you do?
The main thing is that he don't have a heart for studies what.
Splash water against his face, then?
He'll wake up ah? Or he'll go school tomorrow?
Wahlao eh, angry angry angry.

Playing MIA, for now. Let me freakingly cool down. Grrrrrr!

♥ you

Like my blog is dead. D:
So i'm back to blog again. :D
Heeeeeeeee. (:
Firstly, happy belated birthday to my beloved mother! (:
Love her lots. :D

Monday and Tuesday are literally the stress upon stress days.
Study like crazy, teach like crazy, memorizing the notes like crazy, etc.
But thank God, all went out well. (:
Faith without work is dead.
Now i'm going to let God do the rest. ;D

Exams are over, holidays have just begun. :DDDD
Awesome, time to enjoy. Weeeeeeeee. (:
Relaxation. :DDDDDD

I'm so excited for Saturday to arrive! (:
Want to see all the members, wahahaha.
Fellowship with them, play games, etc.
Woohoooooo!~

I wanna watch Resident Evil! (:
Think watching it next week with Hoihaan and people. HAHA!
Going to be an awesome time fellowshipping. (:
Zombies zombies and more zombies. LOL!

♥E527, ♥ Winnie, ♥ Anan, ♥ Candyce, ♥ Lynette, ♥ Florence, ♥ Wilson, etc. :D

Yayyyyyyyyyyyy, i've change my picture. HAHAH! :D
Nice nice nice. Woohoooooo!~

Exams are coming. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Lesser than a week. GGGGGGGG. D:
Bev has not started, ohmy ohmy ohmy. DDDDDDDDDDDDD;
Afd, should be okay, i think? ):

Has been teaching Afd to Sarah, Stanley and Justin.
Yay, sense of accomplishment. Wahahahah. ;D
Great to be a teacher, woooo. (:


Love those who love me. :D
WINNIE, ANAN, CANDYCE, LYNETTE, STEPHANIE, MINQI &&& moreeeeeeeeeee. :D

Wow. Time flies.
Now, it's 31 August. The last day of August.
Hello September, bye August. (:
Exams are coming, faint.
I'm going to study, D:
Partying with my books first.
Then enjoyyyyyyyy. Woohoooo~
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So fast, time flies.
Now it's end of August.
And you've gone for 9 months.
Soon, the coming 20 September, it'll be 10 months.
Sad. ):
Sometimes i'll still think about you randomly.
It would just suddenly popped out.
And recall what has happened, everything on 20 November.
It's just so devastating for us at first.
Now, it has been alright. Like we've moved on.
But i know, we'll still miss you, suddenly. D;
Everything will just be fine for all of us.
You just stay happy in Heaven, and stop worrying about our lives here on Earth, alright. (:
I'll find one day go down and visit you, i promise. (:

&&& I miss you, i love you. :D

Tuesday
Went out to Marina Square with Weiching and Candyce. :D
Went to kbox, sing sang sung.
Then we went to Parklane to play pool. :D
I only played a match, haha. Because i don't feel like playing. Hahahaha. =x
Aftermath, we walk to Plaza Sing to eat, then home sweet home. :D




Monday
Kbox together with Candyce, Andy and Louis at Ehub.
Had fun talking, singing together. (:
Went off together with Louis as he's going Tamp and i'm going home.
Candyce and Andy went off to slack. :D

Saturday
Had Zone day, fun fun fun! (:
Service with E149 as Mummy went to celebrate Pastor MJ's birthday.
Had fun fellowshipping with all of them. :D
Tonned over at Lynette's house after that.




Thursday
A picture is more than a thousand words, hence let the pictures do the talking. (:

Friday
Wow, went out with Candyce, Weiching and Justin to Marina Square.
Eat, talk and shop. Hahah.
Walked halfway, Justin had to leave because he has to work. D:
So we continued to shop. :D
After Marina Square, we went to Peninsular.
Shop for guitar tuner. :D And they went to look for guitars. :D
After that we walked to Clark Quay, sat by the river and we chatted. :D
Took some photos too! (:
After that, we walked to Liang Court and then to Douby Ghuat.
Waited for Alan and then we went to Plaza Sing, walked around, met Lynette and find my cream. :D
Chatted outside the mrt station as we were bored.
Went home at around 10++.
Phew, long day, with alot of walking and chatting.
Overall, i enjoyed it alot. :D
Will have it again, weeeeeee. :DDDD



Saturday
Cellgroup and service! :D
Wooo, looking forward, wahahaha.
Overall it's fun. Really impacted my life again, each word preached, each cellgroup meeting that we have. :D
Celebrated Marcus' birthday, :D
But the cake cui, super cui. );
But thank God that it isn't taste werid? Hahah.
Played a game, cat catch mouse.
It's so funny. HAHAH!
Had an awesome day with E527! Looking forward to weekends again. Weeeeeeeeeee!

Educational

Clearing doubts of sister's homework

I was teaching my sister with some of her work which i've learnt in Secondary School, as she don't really understand. Teaching my sister was tiring, she gets distracted easily, so i'm doing double work to get her attention back. However, overall was fun as finally, she gets a clear picture of how to do her work. I'm happy that i'm of help to my sister's work.






1. Your expectations:
A) Why you chose to do that activity.
- To help my younger sister with her studies so that she can get a clear image 0f the topic that she's confused.

B) What you felt mattered in that activity.
- Teach my sister can drive me nuts, because she gets distracted easily.

2. Highlights:
What you enjoyed most in that activity.
- Though my sister gets distracted easily, but i managed to devise her attention by giving a much more interesting example to clear her doubts.

3. Your reflection:
A) What challenges you overcame.
- My sister asked me to teach her the topic which i've learnt in Secondary 3, it was somehow a challenge for me as i had already forgotten about the topic, until i read the textbook.

B) What do failures and successes mean.
- If we do not give up though we've failed, we will receive our great achievement of success in the near future.

C) What life skills have you learnt from the activity.
- Teaching own sibling requires patience, perseverance and determination as you'll get angry easily if they don't understand.

D) In which ways have you become a better person.
- Having to be more patient with the people around me. Be it parents, siblings, relatives or friends.

Written by: Grace Chew Yi Xin; UQ1004C

Family

Simple dinner with my beloved mother

I had a simple dinner with my mother not long ago. It has been a long time since we last had a meal together due to her busyness. Though the dinner isn't long, i had spend a great time with her. Having a heart-to-heart conversation, joking around, is just simply awesome. This has brought me so much closer to her now. I just love my mum.





1. Your expectations:
A) Why you chose to do that activity.
- To spend more time with my mother, though it's just a simple dinner with her. Because she has given her all for this family after my dad has passed away.

B) What you felt mattered in that activity.
- Being able to have a heart-to-heart conversation with my mother, getting to know her more. And also, try to share her burden by working Part-time if i've got the time.

2. Highlights:
What you enjoyed most in that activity.
- I enjoyed having a heart-to-heart conversation with her, it has been a long time since we had dinner together. Our relationship is getting closer and sweeter. I just love my mother.

3. Your reflection:
A) What challenges you overcame.
- My mother is always busy with her work, and we could hardly find time to sit down and have a meal together. Thus, this meal has really brought us much more closer than before.

B) What do failures and successes mean.
- Failures are just stepping stones towards success. Thus, we should never give up and move on, learning the mistakes that are the reasons for the failure.

C) What life skills have you learnt from the activity.
- Not to take generation gap as an excuse for all the problems that we faced when our parents scold us. When we don't spend enough time with them.

D) In which ways have you become a better person.
- I have build up a relationship with her that i can shower back the love that she has always showered me with.

Written by: Grace Chew Yi Xin; UQ1004C

Uniquely ITE

Singing session with classmates

I went for a singing session at Cathay's KBox, together with Abigail, Chuanya, Sarah, Jesslyn and Justin first. Ernest, Weiching, Szemin and Casandra will join us later. We sang quite a number of songs, but majority of the songs were mostly sang by Justin. It is because he had one microphone to himself. After 3 hours of singing, we went off to Somerset 313, had some window shopping at Mango and Forever 21. After that, we went to Far East Plaza, to visit Jingyi and to continue our window shopping. However, along the way, we had conversations which i lent my listening ears, i felt that being able to be one's listening ear is good. Because one wouldn't keep tormenting himself/herself by keeping so many things inside their heart. We had dinner together at around 8 p.m. We had more talks which let us know each other more. Overall, it's wonderful day being able to spend together.








1. Your expectations:
A) Why you chose to do that activity.
- It is because we went out together to enjoy and also to know each other more.

B) What you felt mattered in that activity.
- Being able to be a listening ear.

2. Highlights:
What you enjoyed most in that activity.
- Everything. From singing to shopping, shopping to having dinner together.

3. Your reflection:
A) What challenges you overcame.
- As there were odd number of people, one person will be left out. So, must not let anyone feel this way.

B) What do failures and successes mean.
- Success comes when you preserve to the end though there are countless failures that you encounter.

C) What life skills have you learnt from the activity.
- Being able to be a listening ear to others.

D) In which ways have you become a better person.
- Talk less, listen more.

Written by: Grace Chew Yi Xin; UQ1004C

Physical

An awesome day with friends

I went to East Coast Park for barbecue with my Church friends. It was a zone event, and there were many people who went for that barbecue session. We played a number of games there before the barbecue start. The games were fun and thrilling, which made everyone bond with each other more. We spent quite some time getting the fire started as the wind was strong due to the surrounding. I went to help out in barbecuing the chicken wings, otahs and satays. We had a mini concert by the sea. It was cooling and the mini concert lasted for an hour. It was a successful concert which many of us enjoyed as we sang along together with the singers. Not long later, we went home as it was about 11 p.m.

Game leaders briefing about how to play the games.




Helped out with the barbecuing.




Enjoying the mini concert.







1. Your expectations:
A) Why you chose to do that activity.
- As we spend time bonding with each other, getting to know each other more. We'll be able to stand strong together as one and go through thick and thin together regardless of any obstacle.

B) What you felt mattered in that activity.
- Bondage and teamwork is very important as a house which is divided by itself cannot stand.

2. Highlights:
What you enjoyed most in that activity.
- The mini concert, because it was really amazing to hear some of our friends performing. Using their voices, they'll be a comforter to their friends, be able to touch others' lives.

3. Your reflection:
A) What challenges you overcame.
- Trying to start the fire due to the strong wind. No matter how many times we tried to start it, the fire won't be big, or it will be extinguish. We persevere and finally, after countless times, we finally succeed.

B) What do failures and successes mean.
- Failures are those trails whereby can lead you to success. For me, failures are just levels and stages which will get us one more step closer towards our goal, our success.

C) What life skills have you learnt from the activity.
- Trust is very important for a big group of people to get together. In order not to let misunderstandings, arguments, gossips to arise, we got to trust each other. And do the best that we can to protect each other's privacy.

D) In which ways have you become a better person.
- Being able to talk wisely, not hurting the person who i am talking to, regardless of the topic of the conversation. Of course, not breaking the trust that one has trusted me. Being able to be the peacemaker, solving arguments and make peace with each other.

Written by: Grace Chew Yi Xin; UQ1004C