OOPS! So long never updateeeeeeeeeeee.
It's deaddddddd. ))))))));
Hahaha.
It's Christmas season! ;D
A season of giving. (;
Phew, really enjoy Christmas man.
Just staying in the House of God.
One word: AWESOME! :D
Beginning to love CHC more and more. WOOHOOO.
Excited for New year, 2011.
Which is like, next Saturday?
A brand new year, with a good start by going to church and have service.
Weeeeeeeeeeee.
2011 is going to be better than this year. Phew.
Started off not really good. But it ended up well.
What an awesome God that i serve. ;DD
Looking back, God really given me the best.
Although there're ups and downs.
But it really strengthens me alot. Willing to lean more towards God.
I really want to love God more, more and more! (:
2011, here i comeeeeeeeee. :DDDD
♥E527, ♥Winnie, ♥Anan, ♥Candyce, ♥Myself! :D
Sunday, 21 November 2010
Today, is my dad's first year death anniversary.
Phew, long one year.
Go through so many ups and downs in this past one year, without the love of the earthly father.
But, it all went well. Because i got the heavenly father with me. :D
Yeah, will recall that 4 days of funeral when i'm really down, miss my father, etc.
I will cry, i even ask God, why He took away my father?
However, i believe all things work out good for those who love Him.
Yes, it work out well for me. Phew. Thank God.
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Sorry daddy, didn't visit you for this one whole year.
Seriously, i dunno where's your tablet is being placed.
If you really want to blame, it's not me, sister and mummy's fault.
You know who to blame, they're the ones who dun allow us to know where you're being placed.
Like that how are we supposed to visit you? SIGH.
I really dislike them, tsk.
Forget it, forgive and forget. Dun think about it is the best. :D
Love you daddyyyyyy. (;
It's always my most cui song. D;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyFxArMeRDI
Phew, long one year.
Go through so many ups and downs in this past one year, without the love of the earthly father.
But, it all went well. Because i got the heavenly father with me. :D
Yeah, will recall that 4 days of funeral when i'm really down, miss my father, etc.
I will cry, i even ask God, why He took away my father?
However, i believe all things work out good for those who love Him.
Yes, it work out well for me. Phew. Thank God.
__________________________
Sorry daddy, didn't visit you for this one whole year.
Seriously, i dunno where's your tablet is being placed.
If you really want to blame, it's not me, sister and mummy's fault.
You know who to blame, they're the ones who dun allow us to know where you're being placed.
Like that how are we supposed to visit you? SIGH.
I really dislike them, tsk.
Forget it, forgive and forget. Dun think about it is the best. :D
Love you daddyyyyyy. (;
It's always my most cui song. D;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyFxArMeRDI
Wednesday, 17 November 2010
Service Excellence, you really takes up alot of my time. ):
And now, i dunno how to write my script. SIGHHHHHHHHH!
Phew, one paper down yesterday. Which is Managing People & System.
Last minute study the textbook.
And thank God that it was well. Phew.
More papers are coming up. *scared*
Friday's paper is Intermediate Accounting. Hmmm, should be alright i guess.
I believe that i can do well for this term. :DDDD
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So fast, times fly man.
1 year is coming soon.
I'm going to visit you either on Friday or Saturday.
BUT. I dunno how to go. D:
And it's so deep inside that i'm scared. AHHH!
Think i can't go there alone. ):
Hmmm, will ask one person to accompany me. Weeeeeee. :D
And now, i dunno how to write my script. SIGHHHHHHHHH!
Phew, one paper down yesterday. Which is Managing People & System.
Last minute study the textbook.
And thank God that it was well. Phew.
More papers are coming up. *scared*
Friday's paper is Intermediate Accounting. Hmmm, should be alright i guess.
I believe that i can do well for this term. :DDDD
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So fast, times fly man.
1 year is coming soon.
I'm going to visit you either on Friday or Saturday.
BUT. I dunno how to go. D:
And it's so deep inside that i'm scared. AHHH!
Think i can't go there alone. ):
Hmmm, will ask one person to accompany me. Weeeeeee. :D
Monday, 18 October 2010
I had an awesome chat with Kenneth.
All thanks to him, i really learn alot. Phew.
Not going to think so much
Just look at our example:
1. God
2. Pastor Kong
3. Pastor Mingjing
4. Our CGL
Safeguard your heart, and out of it springs the issue of life
Dont keep these thoughts in your heart
Sometimes, some things is you decide on your own
When you say you want, God will give you
Ask and it shall be given
When you receive a vision, God will give you provision
When you say you want, God surely will train you to be one
Only those who can look away from my flaws can stand close to me
God have His ways of doing things
He moves when you move
Sometimes, its about humbling ourselves
Action is louder than words and sometimes doing is easier than thinking
And sometimes thinking stressed you up more.
PHEW. These are all Kenneth's advice for me.
Awesome, so glad that i've got such a brother who's there for me. (:
Thanks Kenneth! (;
Your advices are most appreciated! (:
ALSO! Yongzhou! Wrote on my FB wall.
Yong Zhou Nothingisimpossible pastor kong say before You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. "Let the weak say, I am STRONG" (Joel 3:10
WOW, isn't it awesome, haha!
Thanks for encouraging me. (;
Appreciated. ;D
Lastlyyyy, thank GOD! :D
All thanks to him, i really learn alot. Phew.
Not going to think so much
Just look at our example:
1. God
2. Pastor Kong
3. Pastor Mingjing
4. Our CGL
Safeguard your heart, and out of it springs the issue of life
Dont keep these thoughts in your heart
Sometimes, some things is you decide on your own
When you say you want, God will give you
Ask and it shall be given
When you receive a vision, God will give you provision
When you say you want, God surely will train you to be one
Only those who can look away from my flaws can stand close to me
God have His ways of doing things
He moves when you move
Sometimes, its about humbling ourselves
Action is louder than words and sometimes doing is easier than thinking
And sometimes thinking stressed you up more.
PHEW. These are all Kenneth's advice for me.
Awesome, so glad that i've got such a brother who's there for me. (:
Thanks Kenneth! (;
Your advices are most appreciated! (:
ALSO! Yongzhou! Wrote on my FB wall.
Yong Zhou Nothingisimpossible pastor kong say before You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. "Let the weak say, I am STRONG" (Joel 3:10
And no matter what happen you will not be alone. God is there for you, and he give you a gift, that is a family, your cell group, they is always there for you. in Acts 18:9 ...Now the Lord spoke to paul in the night by a vision, "Do not be afraid, but speak, and do not keep silent;
Act 18:10 "for i am with you, and no one will attack you to hurt you; for i have many people in this city."
God have many people in the city, and the city have a family for you that is your cell group, those leader is always there for u, do not be afraid to tell them just give them a call, speak it out to them, remember that do not keep silent. and if you never say out no one will know how to help you. And do not think that they could not help. cause there is nothing impossible for god. and Pray for peace =) grace i know you can do it! you wont so easy to fall.
WOW, isn't it awesome, haha!Thanks for encouraging me. (;
Appreciated. ;D
Lastlyyyy, thank GOD! :D
Sunday, 17 October 2010
Like what Pastor Kong has preached last night.
That God wants me to have a deeper change.
Thus, now He's working deeply on me.
This timing is the molding-of-my-character-time.
For the past few days, i don't know what is wrong.
I just don't feel like contacting anyone.
I just want to let everything go.
Thoughts of not going to church anymore, don't want to see the people in church, etc.
I thought that i was affected by brother.
But no, today i then realised that i wasn't affected by anyone.
It's just myself.
As i begin to think of what i've done last night, flaws begin to show.
This is the major one.
I should learn how to shut up. Talk when necessary.
I don't know why. Always, i'm like this.
Talk and talk and talk only.
Like never talk, i'll lose a piece of myself or even die.
I wonder, if i never talk, what will happen?
It's impossible for me to shut up. HOW.
I believe that i will come back stronger.
I will let God do what He wants to me, letting Him have His way in my life.
But for now, i think i need a break. From everything.
I don't know why, i just got disgusted by the people who are living two lives.
It's so different... In church and outside of church.
That person might be leading a group, or not, but.. It's just human nature.
Huge impact.
During cellgroup yesterday, Minqi preached about joy.
I always got the joy in me.
But from the past few days, it was gone.
She preached that Christians are happy people.
I agree, because i was one of them.
BUT. I thought of it. If Christians are happy people, why are there still some who are emo-ing at one corner, having negative thoughts?
Ain't this too contradicting?
Sigh, i don't know. I don't feel the same anymore.
I really need a break. From the world, friends, everything.
Shut up and let me do the things that i want.
That God wants me to have a deeper change.
Thus, now He's working deeply on me.
This timing is the molding-of-my-character-time.
For the past few days, i don't know what is wrong.
I just don't feel like contacting anyone.
I just want to let everything go.
Thoughts of not going to church anymore, don't want to see the people in church, etc.
I thought that i was affected by brother.
But no, today i then realised that i wasn't affected by anyone.
It's just myself.
As i begin to think of what i've done last night, flaws begin to show.
This is the major one.
I should learn how to shut up. Talk when necessary.
I don't know why. Always, i'm like this.
Talk and talk and talk only.
Like never talk, i'll lose a piece of myself or even die.
I wonder, if i never talk, what will happen?
It's impossible for me to shut up. HOW.
I believe that i will come back stronger.
I will let God do what He wants to me, letting Him have His way in my life.
But for now, i think i need a break. From everything.
I don't know why, i just got disgusted by the people who are living two lives.
It's so different... In church and outside of church.
That person might be leading a group, or not, but.. It's just human nature.
Huge impact.
During cellgroup yesterday, Minqi preached about joy.
I always got the joy in me.
But from the past few days, it was gone.
She preached that Christians are happy people.
I agree, because i was one of them.
BUT. I thought of it. If Christians are happy people, why are there still some who are emo-ing at one corner, having negative thoughts?
Ain't this too contradicting?
Sigh, i don't know. I don't feel the same anymore.
I really need a break. From the world, friends, everything.
Shut up and let me do the things that i want.
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